During our last few days in Barcelona, I had a bit of an existential crisis. There were so many new experiences on our trip that it all sort of hit me at once. I was overwhelmed, but I couldn’t really explain what I was feeling. Furthermore, our last presentation was by Maite Malet, a representative for Sphera Healthcare, and I resonated with what she said about her time studying abroad. To give a brief synopsis, when she came back to Spain after a few years in the United States, she noticed her friends doing the same thing, over and over again. They would still go to the same restaurants, buy the same clothes, go to the same clubs, and for the most part it was like she never left. And now that I have had a couple days back in Minneapolis, I completely understand what Maite was talking about at Sphera.
My Experience Went Beyond the Site Visits
While I thought that our abroad experience was fantastic by learning about the different companies and tourist hotspots in Spain, I think it had an even bigger impact on my attitude towards life in general. Specifically, my earlier blog posts and business practices speech was super strict in terms of its tone and content. I mean I go to a business school, so I have a business cut-throat attitude towards any aspect of my life. After experiencing Madrid, Barcelona, and some other historical cities of Spain, it made me more empathetic towards others. There were multiple instances of the “polychromatic” time we researched before the trip, and I was definitely frustrated when it happened. But everything was alright. Sure we lost a couple minutes here and there, but does it really matter at the end of the day?

We’re all humans on the same earth, and it’s so hard to comprehend how small you really are. Relative to my Global Intelligence, I think I grew the most in terms of my self-awareness, empathy, and overall worldview. Additionally, I was fortunate enough to read a book called Meditations by Marcus Aurelius while being immersed in a foreign culture. I’ll leave my final words to a quote from the book:
“When you wake up in the morning, tell yourself: the people I deal with today will be meddling, ungrateful, arrogant, dishonest, jealous and surly. They are like this because they can’t tell good from evil. But I have seen the beauty of good, and the ugliness of evil, and have recognized that the wrongdoer has a nature related to my own – not of the same blood and birth, but the same mind, and possessing a share of the divine. And so none of them can hurt me. No one can implicate me in ugliness. Nor can I feel angry at my relative, or hate him. We were born to work together like feet, hands and eyes, like the two rows of teeth, upper and lower. To obstruct each other is unnatural. To feel anger at someone, to turn your back on him: these are unnatural.”












